Monday, February 23, 2015

Saturday, February 14, 2015

kerana aku tahu jodoh itu rahsia allah...maka aku tidak mahu berpaling lagi... :)

Friday, February 13, 2015

when little princess growing up in the world ~!

a journey to become the best and good servant of Allah~
actually its is not easy as abc as i just only step forward.... and besides there are another more step..
you choose either to crawl,run or to walk......

and proudly to say that i act have "lesen p" and another a few weeks the spm result willcome.. #may allah ease everything... and whatever the result is leave it to allah...prayand put trust on HIM

i am relly2 loves to write while hearing songs in u tube...it just nice hahah
and aku mmg tak minat sngat akaun bebanyak ni.. i does not have insta(sbb aku mmg jrng letak gmba)(itu semua duniawi) ahhaha and because i don't have twitter account sbb aku malas nak add balek orng.... aku dah adoo fb... and whom who want to find me.... i dah sediakan dua akaun iaitu fb dan blogger....actually aku takut gak akaun banyak2 takut melalaikan..ahahah . So biler orng tanye aku ado twitter and insta?? without any doubt...i will answer no..

and truely  i want to find myself (back to  the basic) ,,,,aku rse mcm lose kadang2uh...so i dig and tanam dalam hati supaya aku just move forward...and taknak dah pandang kisah2 silam aku

and beberapa hari lepas aku meet my old frinds... bbq punyer citer... someone said that perangai gila2 aku tak berubah walaupon appereance aku mcm berubah sikit..hahah,,actually aku pon tak tau knpe tapi biler jmper diorng atau berbrak ngn diorng dlm whatsup... aku rse mcm msih lagi sifat aku drjh 6... tapi ketahuilah sebenarya aku merasai perubahan itu.... 5 thn wei,,macam2 aku jmper and aku rase.... allah jer lah yg tahu.... 

tapi ape yg best hahah it just a bit different lah.. at smap  walaupon semua orng tahu aku ni kp yg gila2 and taiko2 sikit..yes...aku admit it and aku kne jga jgak appereance sbgai kp... hahah takkan lah main tak senonoh jer...msti jadi contoh yg baik... itu aku realize and terasa wooooo responsible dier... betpe sukarnya... tapi aku yakin allah ade bersama aku :)

and ade sorng dk uh ckp dier anti aku time skolah rendah..hahah dah apehal?? hehe tapi jmpe ngn diorng balek aku mcm tak kesah sngat sebb aku dpt rse yg mereka2 dpt menerimaaku seadanya

"berada dalam kalangan mereka yang dapat menerima kita lebih dan kurang sangat menyenangkan"..aku merasai bnda tu..... 



and last but not least.... pray for me... dunya wa akhirat.. peacen yooo assalamualaikum




Sunday, February 1, 2015

N TAH LE :P

it changed me a lot .."secondary school" the way i think the way i suit myself..the way i see the world..
yes pretended to stay cool and chill in this world without chalenging is so hard...as hard as wood

so now i cannot stay strong anymore as i'm really2 miss so much "them".. 5 years apart from family and stay in the hostel with them..struggling to strive the excellent dunya and akhirat is so hard without their supports...

mmp in secondary school is not easy as pengawas in primary school.... the other students will avoid us and stay away from us because of we have to do the right things..it was a part from our responsible..and yet i can say that 3 years i could stay as mmp because of my teachers..parents... and friends... thnks allah for ease my works.

and form4 we went together travelling to beijing ,china to create some memories together as memories never die.. from 6 days and yet become 8 days is so hard and cannot be expected..huhu but it was experiance.. spend one night in airport beijing is really2 wonderful to make it as a story....its about feeling that cannot be "translate" and one night we had forced to stay in hotel...for the second time... and yes we had heard from others that "kita tidak boleh beli pengalaman" huhu 




by:
smj :P

Monday, January 12, 2015

KISAH PAGI INI :p

hang pikir senang ke?? walah.. its hard for me to stop what had i did for 2 month... i thought that maybe the much time that i spend in the house with "nothing"...huhu
and i pray to Allah to make it ease for me so that i can past the jpj test to get P for driving and travel aroud melaka and find job so that i can prevent myself for this unsufficient thing.. :P 
oh man...how could this things happend to me.....

whatever so....semalam i spend  my night dengan balut buku adek2 den....so exited you know...tahpaper je....tapi sekarang ni ohh..tahap bosa,,,takkan la aku nak mengahadap tv dan lappy ni....untuk masa yang ada..lagipon aku dh discover and terokai this world wide web dengan jayanya untuk bulan 12 thn lepas.....

ok tu jer... aku kalau dh panjang2 nanti merepek meraban...
so whoever read this untidy blog...a beg for your prayer so that i can sucess ni dunia wa akhirat.... 

deep for my heart.
SMJ.

cetus idea.. :))